I guess this is it...

GOODBYE.

well, i've made a new thinspo blog on tumblr, here's the link: http://h-iwillbethin.tumblr.com/

News:

i kno i haven't posted my food intake for yesterday and todya yet. srry. but i don't think i am, cuz i'm gonna switch from Blogger to tumblr. so my thiinspo site blog will be on tumblr. I really want to switch, but i'm thinking about ALL the pictures i've uploaded here... and the fact that I have to start over again practically :/   i'll figure a way to move my pictures from here to tumblr.

when i offically make my tumblr ana/mia blog, i'll write down the url for it, if any of you are reading this hopefully :) 

-Allie.

you know, I can honeslty say that I'll have more resistance this diet. Cause usally I'd feel like every second of the day I want to bury my face in like 800 calorie fattening foods <(and that's just one meal), which is why I binge alot and just quit my diet because I tell myself (fuck it, I already messed, there's no point of trying). But this time, It's like; "I don't even know how food tastes like anymore".

I really feel like if food is not that important.

But I can't be too hopeful because IF i fail (HOPEFULLY NOT), I'm gonna beat myself down for it. And it'll be for nothing.

Later.

Day 3 (650)

- Oatmeal +  water = 110
- Small yogurt drink + tiny tangerine = 112
- Fruitcup + yoplait tube = 130
ATE OVER 400 CALORIES!!! :(

Total: Over 750 calories :/

I binged during lunch. i was only supposed to eat 130 calories but instead i ate over 400 calories. and i was supposed to eat about 300 calories later on that day to add up to 650 calories today.  but since i binged, i just didn't at all after,  plus I'm gonna exercise a bit more tonight.

So i'm proud of myself, for fixing the mistake i made today :)

 

If you're wondering why I'm eating the same kinds of food everyday, it's because the home I live in is full of FATTENING Frozen Dinners and practically no fruits and vegetables. I had to ASK and made sure for her not forget to buy Regular oatmeal, fruit cups, little yogurt drinks & Yoplait tubes. In just told her to buy it and she did. but of course i didnt' tell her it was because i was going on an this type of diet.

anyways lot's of love, Allie.

Day 2

- Oatmeal = 110
- Diet coke = 0

- Small yogurt drink = 75
- Fruit cup = 80

- Sip of cola = (probably about)> 25
- Small yogurt drink = 75

- 1 slice of white bread + cheese = 160
- 1 cup of cola = 90

Total: 700 cals

FWI: when i post what i ate throughout the day, it's not in order.

Day 1

Oatmeal = 110 cals

Yoplait Tube = 50 cals
Fruitcup = 80 cals

Yoplait Tube = 50 cals
Half a cup of cola = 45 cals

1 cup of cola = 90 cals
1 Stouffer's Beef Pot Roast frozen dinner = 190 cals

Total: 615 cals
           (85 cals Left)