you know, I can honeslty say that I'll have more resistance this diet. Cause usally I'd feel like every second of the day I want to bury my face in like 800 calorie fattening foods <(and that's just one meal), which is why I binge alot and just quit my diet because I tell myself (fuck it, I already messed, there's no point of trying). But this time, It's like; "I don't even know how food tastes like anymore".

I really feel like if food is not that important.

But I can't be too hopeful because IF i fail (HOPEFULLY NOT), I'm gonna beat myself down for it. And it'll be for nothing.

Later.